前一陣子不停有人離開，先是同事的離職

雖然私底下沒什麼特別交情，但還是覺得很難過，更難過的是那部門就剩我跟經理兩個人

這要怎麼撐阿？也因此當初真的差點抱著他大腿求他不要走…..

再來是遠在Glasgow的T同學也要離開這片土地了

平心而論，我跟他真的沒什麼交集，連兩個人都在蘇格蘭的那一年也只見過一次面

後來雖然兩個人都決定留下來，他待在蘇格蘭，我到了英格蘭，也是天差地遠的

但電話聯絡簿上寥寥無幾的名單，有這個人還是心安

何況我們是國小國中都同班的老鄰居ㄟ　（不過國小那段我完全失去記憶。。。真的嗎？？）

所以知道他終於要回去了,心裡除了捨不得還是捨不得, 更恨的是那時才知道我們都是vodafone

網內互打一小時才15p而已, 千金難買早知道………….

他上機那天本來想一早就傳最後的訊息給他, 但我這豬頭上車後才發現沒帶手機出門

真是…. 豬頭……….. 那天中午想到連要跟他說聲再見也不行

在食堂眼淚就差點飆出來….. (奇怪感情明明沒那麼好說:p)

還好接著的那個禮拜有遠從愛丁堡來的海大姐帶來溫暖的關懷

可是快樂時光總是過得特別快, 在要跟她道別的那個清晨, 我準備好要上班去

她則還在床上跟枕頭山奮戰, 半夢半醒間 ,她還是用夢囈的語氣輕飄飄的跟我道別

順便要我自己一個人好好照顧自己 …..

媽阿…. 那真是超催淚的 我整個當場軟在那裡, 好不想面對回家這裡就是空空蕩蕩的事實

但再怎麼想哭也要忍住打起精神上班去

那天隔天就是帶遊學團來英國的安公子回台灣的日子

雖然他一直嚷著要來英國要來英國, 但以他龜毛及小膽的程度不曉得何年何月才能下定決心

所以這一別又是咫尺天涯,相見不知是何年何月

又這家伙最討厭人家到機場送他, 當初還是我跟妮可偷偷跑去機場給他個surprise才送得到的

所以我也只能看著時鐘的滴答前進, 數著他上機的時刻, 躺在床上悵然又有人離開了

真的很討厭這樣的感覺, 什麼時候才能是自己跟人道別呢？

那個時候我會用怎樣的心情跟這城市道別呢？

應該很快的，我曾經存在的那點蹤跡，一下子就會煙消雲散，灰飛煙滅

但我會帶著滿滿的回憶，迎接新的旅程
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又是老歌一首，當了真正的上班族後真的是超級心有慼慼焉說～

Daniel Powter
Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Because you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

(yeah…)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day